Sunday, 29 August 2010

"what's a whore your nothing more "

So back again !
Yeah I know blogging alot again ! I suppose I just want to rememer this. Me. Before I grow up. Slept round ellz yesterday :) fun times ? Yes. The best I don't know how long it will be until we do this sort of thing again. It's upsetting to think about really we're all moving on and changing and ellz. Go for it girl !! Aaron is an awesome dude perfect for you! xxxx

Job hunting starting soon it's nerve racking to think i am growing up that fast , oh well life is just another big adventure !


Saturday, 28 August 2010

"I laugh myself to sleep,it's my lullaby "

We'll that sucks. no matter how much you Plan your life it has a whole other plan doesn't it ? It doesn't bother me though it's just another minor set back right ? but how can I keep my motto of "keep moving forward " if my life decides to stop me.dead. I'm just stuck here in nowhere land.
On to other news I'm hearing alot of bad stuff about you and well it ....worries me to be honest. Have you hit the self destruct button or something ? Drugs ? Really ? I guess you guys don't understand why I hate them so much ? Here's the thing they FUCK up your life I've seen it first hand and it's not fun to see someone you love suffer . Loose a kid because of them, live in their own dirt and worst of all..... Never face their fears use the drugs to get rid of those problems, and yeah it works-for a little while but then those problems eat at you more and more until those drugs are all you want,need infact. and do you what the drugs caused those problems - well most of them.
But that's your problem. Isn't it ? I hope your friends help you through it that's all.

I don't want to be here any more I want to be in Norfolk that's where I belong

Ive finally found the Balance

Thursday, 12 August 2010

tears dont fall they crash around me

well i havent been on here in a while. im going to wales at the end of the week :). i feel great at the moment nothing seems to be missing xxxx