Thursday, 25 February 2010

oh misery tell me why does my heart make a fool of me ?

hey world,

so tres nervous about doctor,
i have a rib that sticks out

gotta go byes

Wednesday, 24 February 2010

childhood is the kingdom where nobody dies

hey world,

i have gone back to my youth !! i am listening to busted! ok am only 166 but it counts! i miss this music man it was rockin' currently listening to whos david !!!! its coolio !! i also asked miss Jakeman to play crashed the wedding at my wedding; if i ever get married!!!

i honestly considered it yesterday i need help !!!!!!!!!! 5 lil pills thats all it will take ...

life at home suck i dont really feel loved there anymore but oh wells i officially have stopped caring now !!

peace out

Tuesday, 23 February 2010

i've gone to long living like i'm not alive

hey world,

thanks honey you have helped- supprisingly- i actually have got over it.
i still feel lonely !!! but for different reasons (being single)

oh message for mr hope- stop looking for love and it will come and find you chook !! and smile it doesnt hurt !!! it hurts not to!

so home isnt that fun at the mo; i keep getting moaned at constantly but i am finally happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh McCock GO GROW A PAIR YOU FUCKING DICK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and NOBODY likes you; you arrogant a-hole quote here' you must talk so big to make up for smaller things';) xxx oh i dont get scared that easily either !!! :D

peace out

Sunday, 21 February 2010

life gets harder day by day

hey blogger people
hows you ?
my life is normal nothing major happening,
i want excitment !
i want pleasure !
i want pain .... actually i dont but i works with verything else i said right?
but pain does give yu something other then boredom right!!

peace out

Monday, 8 February 2010

my generation is zero

hey world,

er honey i could be happier ! but dont worry you can hurt people, but they cant say no can they? because your life is so hard but don't worry HALF OF YOUR FAMILY ANREN'T DYING but we all get on with it ; but you cant you have to have control you cant loose can you ? but one day you will! and you will have no control because guess what bub LIFE IS SHIT ! but everyone else doesnt over dramatise it we dont expect to get YES everytime so go grow up ! but don't worry your life is tough!

and i am not an attention seeking bitch either :)

you want a fight you got one

Tuesday, 2 February 2010

'i once was lost but never found'

i want to feel again....
but i can't; i've stopped-i don't care anymore.
i cant feel.
i want to love someone or something!
life just gets harder.
i have become numb.
my mum needs another operation!
why is it always MY family huh? what did they ever do to you God?
or is it the devils fault ?
have my family sinned ?
is this their punishment for being alive.
so many people in my family are ill or dying. why take them and not the evil murders ?
oh what do any of you care huh your lives are just as unbearable!
screw this!
peace wll never happen so
fuck you one and all

Monday, 1 February 2010

cally :D

not that i wanted to do that! callys sex is on fire :D x in maths and i am courpting cally, making her sin !xx