i want to feel again....
but i can't; i've stopped-i don't care anymore.
i cant feel.
i want to love someone or something!
life just gets harder.
i have become numb.
my mum needs another operation!
why is it always MY family huh? what did they ever do to you God?
or is it the devils fault ?
have my family sinned ?
is this their punishment for being alive.
so many people in my family are ill or dying. why take them and not the evil murders ?
oh what do any of you care huh your lives are just as unbearable!
peace wll never happen so
fuck you one and all