'under dog look at the mess you've made'

hey people,
so life.yeah that thing called living. does it always have to be so hard? really? because after climbing 1 mountain there seems to be another one to climb. and at the top the views great but coming back down you realise you will never have that same view again. i've always fought for everything i've wanted. but now im tired, i have fought for to long i just want a little time out peace and above all a little time to find clarity in my life, but there's no rest for the wicked right ? when i look in the mirror i see nothing special just a person. a person who spends time drowning in the past and fighting to come up for air but just gets dragged back under by the current.but i will keep fighting to get the surface. why? because thats all i know what to do. the only person you can count on is yourself ... but even you can can let yourself drown a little.

so here's to fighting! no matter how much you want to give up .
after all its in my blood.
ah i really need to start my course work.
i haved made a big mess but i will bloody fix it.

love,
charlie

' I'm just like cellophane , 'cause she sees right through me '

Hey people !
Wow its been a while :| and I dont have anything to say, that's a first hey ?!
I'm a little depressed because of this stupid shitty weather :| I'm moving to Australia no jokes its always sunny there.
Ah better go help ma clean up
Lots
O'
Love
Charlie
( prince Charles to you ;) )
Xxx

' i'ive seen you cry way to many times when you deserved to be alive'

hey people,

hows you ?
i am .... ok, i can't say i'm brilliant but i'm not exactly suicidal either :).

so my mum has had another operation it hurts her more this time, and i think shes slowly giving up. i can understand she's always ill i mean seriously ill . and do you know what i have given up complaining about it for one reason only. my family can. love.
i'd rather have that then perfect health, we have learnt to apreciate what we have and love unconditionally. so yeh dad i know your fed up with all the shit but i wouldnt have our family any other way :.

jinny just sent a loving e-mail to herself lol
oh and i shouted ' i want to loose my virginity tonight' as a dare, my thoughts have only just caught up with my actions lol.
i have so much fun i don't stop laughing <3.
i guess that makes me happier.

must ring cally tonight coz she's peng ;).
ellz fireworks

love
charlie
xxxx

'your love is a lie'

The most unrelated title ever !:) so yeh college tomorrow I sti have to do pretty much all my Chem assignment :(. Im having so much fun at work, the kitchen staff are so fun and Alexis really cool to :) xxx that's all really :) xxx

A Party Song (The Walk Of Shame)


Album: Nothing Personal (2009)


I took a walk for the very first time on the dark side of the dance floor,
Lit a match just to heat things up but I got more than I bargained for;

Mixed drinks, mixed feelings of elation,
I should have known it was a one night invitation.

Don't sweat it, forget it, everything is a-ok.
Just let it, go then its, off to find another face,
I make you come just to watch you leave,
You walk around with my heart on your sleeve.
Don't sweat it, it's over now, our time ran out.

I took an oath, but I'm giving it up, you didn't have to see things my way.
Nothing more than a casual fuck - isn't that just how we operate.

Let's drink to feelings of temptation
You and I, we're an over-night sensation.

Don't sweat it, forget it, everything is a-ok.
Just let it, go then its, off to find another face,
I make you come just to watch you leave,
I walk around with your heart on your sleeve.
Don't sweat it, it's over now, our time ran...

Outside, the brake lights started to dim,
I feel the tension that's been pulling us in.
And then we do it again, so we can feel alright.
Falling in love for the night.

Don't sweat it, forget it, everything is a-ok.
Just let it, go then its, off to find another face,
I make you come just to watch you leave,
You walk around with my heart on your sleeve.
Don't sweat it, it's over now, our time ran out.
Our time ran out,
our time ran out,
our time ran out.
[our time ran out]

'standing on the rooftops, everybody scream your heart out'

hello bloggers,
hows all of you ? good i hope! so update on the life of ginge,
nothing to report well apart from having to ask what buggery is in criminology today it is by the way anal sex if you didn't already know. most. embarrassing. thing. i .have. ever. done. no jokes its only because the college blocked us getting a definition. so not fun! so whats happening with you guys?
please leave a comment of anything embarassing you've had to ask!?

love
charlie
xxx